Today was a day which started as it meant to continue and my spirits and whole persona matched it. For sure by midmorning a spanner was thrown in but I thank God for that. I thank God for my friend all the way down in South Africa, my friend who works near me and gets to receive numerous phone calls from me, my housemate who is always an encouraging brook , my friend who loves the very thing that I feel I must walk away from and most of all my mother for standing up for me and believing in me so fiercely. Thank you Lord for loving on me through these people. Lord I can’t see clearly and my flesh is in tears so my your spirit talk to my spirit to remind me that you are with me and it is well.

 

 

 

There will be mountains that I will have to climb
And there will be battles that I will have to fight
But victory or defeat, it's up to me to decide
But how do I expect to win if I never try.

I just can't give up now
I've come too far from where I started from
Nobody told me the road would be easy
and I don't believe he brought me this far to leave me

Never said there wouldn't be trials
Never said I wouldn't fall
Never said that everything would go the way I want it to go
But when my back is against the wall
And I feel all hope is gone,
I'll just lift my head up to the sky
And say help me to be strong

I just can't give up now
I've come too far from where I started from
Nobody told me the road would be easy
and I don't believe he brought me this far to leave me

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I know you didn't bring me out here to leave me lonely
Even when I can't see clearly
I know that you are with me(so I can't)

I just can't give up now
I've come too far from where I started from
Nobody told me the road would be easy
and I don't believe he brought me this far to leave me