I feel so awful that i have been awfully busy that i cannot even manage to blog. This is the first time in a month when i have managed to visit my blog.i am truly in a rat race. i leave work so late and so exhausted that sleep is the only thing my body can manage.
I have alot to blog about yet the time or energy is very scarce so i will post lyrics to a song by Tracy Chapman.THere is a week i listened to her every single day.i know insane. THE SONG IS CALLED CROSS ROADS. On 23rd of this month i turn 25 and tahts big yet there are so many things to decide and so many paths to follow with so many different consequences,
All you folks think you own my life
But you never made any sacrifice
Demons they are on my trail
I'm standing at the crossroads of the hell
I look to the left I look to the right
There're hands that grab me on every side


All you folks think I got my price
At which I'll sell all that is mine
You think money rules when all else fails
Go sell your soul and keep your shell
I'm trying to protect what I keep inside
All the reasons why I live my life



Some say the devil be a mystical thing
I say the devil he a walking man
He a fool he a liar conjurer and a thief
He try to tell you what you want
Try to tell you what you need


Standing at the point
The road it cross you down
What is at your back
Which way do you turn
Who will come to find you first
Your devils or your gods


All you folks think you run my life
Say I should be willing to compromise
I say all you demons go back to hell
I'll save my soul save myself