It has been an eventful month starting with drama to do with my former house to work to other stuff. I have experienced anger, rage, hurt, disillusionment, despair, loneliness, frustation, stress(if that is an emotion) or perhaps I should state unending anxiety and worry.  I have cried bucketloads of tears perhaps to make up for the numbness that was my life last year. I have cried infront of my computer more than I ever thought possible nad for anyone who knows me, you would know how things must eb really bad as I REALLY hate anyone seeing me crying or even the thought of crying publicly whether the other person is aware of it or not.

 

YET…..

 

I have also been consistent in the things I promised myself . Though it’s been painful I have  been brutally honest with myself in taking responsibility where I have been a party to the bad things happinging to me or in my life. In the midst of my stormy life I have still been able to give of myself to things which I deem worthy of my time and person. Despite how many tears I have allowed to escape, I have laughed from the bottom of my bellow in moments when life has tickled me.

 

 

So for that TODAY I treat myself with kindness rather than judgment. Even when everything around me is screaming at my inadequacy I will reassure myself that I AM MORE THAN ENOUGH.